Today in our final Global Studies Professor  Robert Fessler ended the course with a speech that pretty much sums up our trip.  I went as follows: 
 The Last Lecture –  April 16, 2005
       As far as I know, there is no course taught anywhere…in any university or any  country…that is quite like this one.  You have heard from a lot of different  lecturers…representing many different disciplines.  History.  Economics.   Music.  Sociology. Political Science.  Oceanography.  Anthropology.  Theater.   Religion.  Biology.  What kind of course is this, anyway?  What kid of course  talks about the temples of Angkor one day and ocean currents the next?  Female  circumcision and media and haiku and Hinduism and Ho Chi Minh?  What kind of  course tries… in one semester…to enrich your experience…not only of the world,  but of ten specific countries?
      No, wait, scratch  two…add another one.  Wait…Hawaii’s not a country.  Zigzagging around the  dateline.  January 25th…January 27th.  What happened to  the 26th?  A hole in the space/time continuum.  Smack.  The gods are  angry.  Wham.  Waste baskets and televisions bouncing off the walls.  Furniture  tumbling over people…but don’t put your feet on the furniture!  Wait.  Where are  we now?  Fly non-stop to Shanghai.  Okay…one stop.  Wait some more.  Over the  dateline again.  Where are we now?  Does anybody have any idea what day it is?   What a long strange trip this has been.
  I knew from the beginning  that there was no way that we could do everything in Global Studies.  I remember  telling the faulty that we could easily spend the entire semester on any one  of the topics that I was asking them to present in 30 minutes.  The history of  China…Apartheid… Buddhism…in 30 minutes?  So what was it all about?  What was  this kaleidoscope of information intended to do for you?
      Let me take you back to  that first session of Global Studies and repeat a few of the things that I said  to you then.  Anyone who has been around the world should not come back  unchanged.  You can do it, of course.  People do.  They travel around the world  and stay in Western hotels and eat at Western restaurants and watch CNN.  They  may hear that India has a caste system…they may see the Candomble women with  their colored necklaces.  But all they come back with is a lot of pictures and  video.  They’ve seen the sights.
      But as you know, the  experience is very different when you know why the Candomble women wear  those necklaces.  When you know what it means.  And when you understand  how the caste system developed…and how it is intertwined with India’s history  and religion…and how it affects relationships and politics and everything else  in India.  That was one of the aims of Global Studies – to help you see  below the surface.  To help you understand the underlying dynamics so that your  experience would be richer…deeper…more profound.  To help you become a “world  traveler”, not just someone who has been around the world.
      Global Studies was also  designed to give you a concrete experience of how the academic disciplines  interrelate.  You have learned that the theater of South Africa cannot be  separated from South Africa’s history and politics.  You have learned that you  cannot fully understand the music of Brazil without understanding the slave  trade…and you cannot fully understand the slave trade without understanding  colonialism and economics and African religion and so on.  Each academic  discipline has given you a slightly different profile of what is in fact an  interrelated whole.  And you have learned that the more you know about one  discipline, the more you need to know about the others.
      There was not enough  time to do it all…but Global Studies was never intended to do it all.  Only to  assist you in getting here…today…with a greater global awareness.
      Back at the beginning  of the voyage I talked to you about the difference between individualism and  collectivism.  You had just come on the ship…650 of you…from different  backgrounds, different schools, different religions, different countries…with  different interests, different dreams, different hopes, different plans.  And in  those first few days you were trying to get your sea legs…and just beginning to  get to know each other.  There was a lot of excitement and enthusiasm…mixed with  some apprehension about how the voyage would unfold…about what it would be like  to travel around the world with all these strangers.
      Look at you now.   Shipmates.  Friends.  Many of you have found yourselves talking to people you  never would have approached at home.  Many of you have made friends with people  you didn’t know you could be friends with.  Slowly…so slowly that you can’t  quite put your finger on when it began to happen…650 individuals became a  community.  The diversity is still there… maybe even more so than it was at the  start.  You are shaved and braided.  Beaded and saronged.  But you have learned  to live with that diversity.  And you have learned to be incredibly accepting  and tolerant of each other.  Want to shave your head?  Okay.  Don’t want to  shave your head?  That’s okay too.  Guy wants to wear a skirt?  Doesn’t bother  anyone.  Professor wants to wear a skirt.  Yeah…whatever.
      And it has been more  than simply learning to accept the diversity.  You have learned to  appreciate the differences…to appreciate what each individual brings to the  whole.  It takes threads of different colors and textures to make a tapestry.   It takes tiles of different sizes and shapes to make a mosaic.  This is a  collective society and each of you has your place in it.  Not one of you can be  removed without all of us losing something.  Seniors and kids.  Staff and  students.  Family members and crew members.  Happy people.  Cranky people.   Serious people.  Silly people.  New Yorkers.  Californians.  South Americans.   Canadians.  Sky divers and poets.  Myopics and mystics.  Scientists and  surfers.  Philosophers and fools.  Poker players.  Preachers.  Atheists.   Smokers and weight lifters and drummers and sunbathers.  Each of you belongs  here.  Not one of you can be removed without all of us losing something.  Not  one of you can be removed without disturbing the “wa”.
      And we have achieved  that in less than 100 days.  Learning to look out for each other.  Leaning to  take care of each other.  But most of all, learning to listen to each  other.  Social scientists have shown that the only way to break down the walls  between people…or between groups of people…is to put them together in a  situation that allows them to get to know each other…to get to see what they  have in common.  From the outside, it is too easy to make judgments about those  who are different…to hold stereotypes.  Us and them.  But when we sit down  together, the differences in our values…in our beliefs…in our assumptions…that  looked so divisive from the outside, begin to be seen more as interesting  variations…because we discover that there is so much more that we share.
       We have shared a lot  on this voyage.  Some of it exhilarating.  Some of it frightening.  Some of it  very funny.  Some of it tragic.  But all of it…enlightening.  And those shared  experiences have brought us together.  Back in that first class I told you that  you would have many new experiences on this voyage.  Not one…not ten…not a  hundred…but wave after wave of amazing experiences.  To much to process all at  once.  Do you have any idea how much we have been through together?  How much we  have seen and tasted and touched and smelled?
      Lunatic rickshaw  drivers playing bumper cars in the streets of Chennai.  Children without homes.   Beggars without limbs.  Open sewers and open sores.  Neon nights in Hong Kong.   Lion kills.  Shantytowns.  Dolphin and dong.  Flying fish and flying pianos.   Buddhism/Hinduism/
 Caodaism/Confucianism/  Shintoism/animism/Feminism/Socialism/Communism/Capitalism/  Nationalism/Colonialism.  The smell of popcorn in the Piano Lounge.  A legless  man crawling toward you across the sidewalk.  A masseuse…with wandering  fingers.  Candomble. Germaine’s Luau.  The untouchables.  Babies holding  babies.  Midgets on tiptoe.  Table Mountain.  Rolex knockoffs.  Dock time.   Hidden orixas and inner fetuses.  Rough seas and cubed cheese.  A dead bicyclist  lying on the pavement.  Tiger beer and Tusker beer.  Suck and blow…and the Panda  Hotel.  The Rex…the Voice…the bistro…the Bantu.  Vagina monologues and Abba  interruptions.  45 degrees to port…45 degrees to starboard.   Samba…sunsets…street mimes and Swahili.  Poverty and paper shortages.  Life boat  drills and laundry day.  Lantau Island.  Robben Island.  Larium.  Imodium.   Clogged toilets.  No toilets.  Head wobbles and thumbs up.  Rain forests and  rhinos.  Polygamy and polyrhythms and pasta who-knows-what?  A surrealistic  Alice-in-Wonderland voyage where clocks are retarded and sweatsocks are bartered  and doctors shampoo tangerines.
 Ba-ai-ah!
 (Come on…this is audience  participation.  All you soccer fans, let’s try it again)
 Ba-ai-ah!  Ba-ai-ah!
      I knew you knew that.   And that’s my point.  It is our shared experience that brings us together as a  community and which makes our differences much less important.
      I was in a jewelry shop  at the Waterfront in Cape Town with my wife.  She was looking at rings.  And  there was a black African couple there.  The woman was trying on earrings…and  the salesgirl was oohing an aahing about how fabulous they looked.  The woman’s  husband was standing back a few feet…and for a split second we caught each  other’s eye…with a look of mutual recognition.  In that brief second, there was  no black or white…just two clueless guys who both knew we were in danger of  spending a great deal of money on little sparkly things whose allure we did not  understand at all.  It was a “guy” moment.  And it was great.
      I hope you have had  moments like that.  I think you probably have.  Maybe it was a moment when  someone smiled at you.  Maybe it was a moment when language differences stopped  being a barrier and you found yourself communicating.  Or when you quit worrying  about being ripped off and just started talking to a street vendor.  Or when  someone taught you to dance a new dance …or play a new instrument…or sing a new  song.  Don’t get me wrong.  I don’t expect the world to change easily.  But I do  know that the only way it can change is by finding the common ground.   The smiles…and the “guy” moments.
      You now know, more than  you have ever known, that you are privileged.  Sure, some of you have  more money than others.  But each of you has more money than most of the  people in the world.  More money…more freedom…more education…more opportunity.   You are privileged.   And in addition to that, you now have a global awareness.   Don’t buy the myth that one person can’t change things.  Whether you become a  CEO or a lawyer or a Peace Corps volunteer doesn’t matter.  You are in a  position to do something…and a far better position than you were in three months  ago. I don’t care if you spend the rest of your life in Kansas…you will always  have a global awareness…an enriched understanding of your place in the larger  whole.  Make good use of that…and the voyage will never end.
      Find a cause.   Something you believe in…and work for it.  It doesn’t have to be some big  sweeping world movement.  In fact, one of the things you have learned on this  voyage is that small local projects…like the Grameen Bank…are often far more  effective and productive than large decisions made high above or far away by  people who may have good intentions, but who don’t fully understand the local  implications.  It may seem trite to say, “Think globally, act locally”…but small  community-based and community-designed projects work.  And small changes are  real changes.
      We are all in favor of  the big things, like World Peace and the abolition of hunger.  Those are things  that are easy to believe in, but very difficult to do anything about directly.  That’s the reason why people throw up their hands and say, “One person  can’t do anything”.  Well, one person can.  You can.  You’re smart…you’re  free…and you are a lot more independent and confident than you were three months  ago.
      You have communicated  with people from different cultures, different backgrounds and different  languages.  You can figure out how to get from here to there in India, just  because you want to.  You can bargain with the best of them in Beijing.  You  have skills.  If you can cross a street in Saigon, you can do anything.
      This voyage has been an  incredible gift.  It has changed you.  And now you’re going home.  No you’re  not.  At least…not to the home that you left in January.  When you get off the  ship in Ft. Lauderdale, you are going to know that.  You already know it in your  head.  But when you get off the ship in Ft. Lauderdale you are going to know it  in your bones.  You are going to feel it in your skin.  The world  that you left behind isn’t there any more.
      There is a story that I  like to tell my students about a fish in a fishbowl.  There is a way in which a  fish swimming around in a fishbowl knows nothing at all about water.  Because  water is so much a part of the fish’s life.  It is surrounded by water.  It is  embedded in water.  In that sense, the fish does not really know water.   If you want the fish to really understand water, you have to take the fish out  of the fishbowl and say, “Look, that’s water.”  Now…if you put the fish back  in…the water never looks the same again.  Well, in a certain sense, we’ve all  been taken out of our fishbowls.  You have been out of your fishbowl for 3½   months.  Now you have to go back.
      It may not happen to  you immediately.  Caught up in the excitement of seeing your friends and your  relatives…it may take a day.  Maybe a week.  But sooner or later there is going  to be a moment.  It might happen to you at the airport.  It might happen to you  in your hotel room.  Maybe not until you get home.  But sooner or later there is  going to be a moment when you realize that the world just doesn’t “fit” the way  it fit before.
      Many of your  friends…even your good friends…are going to seem suddenly, strangely…  stupid.  You’ll want to talk about India.  And they will say, “Yeah.  Right.   Sounds great.”  And somehow that is just not going to be enough.  And you’ll  say, Yes, but I was in Varanasi…let me tell you about the colors and the smells  and the people…and the bodies!  Let me tell you about the burning bodies!”  And  your friends will say, “Uh huh”.  And you will watch their eyes glaze over as  they smile and nod and glance over your shoulder.  So you’ll try Vietnam.  “You  know, I was in Vietnam.  Saigon.  Well, really it’s Ho Chi Minh City, but  everybody just calls it Saigon.  And they have the most unbelievable traffic!   Hardly any traffic lights…and no one pays attention to them anyway.”  And your  friends will say, “Oh.”
      And then your friends  will suddenly get enthusiastic again when they begin to tell you all the  great things you missed while you were gone.  Like that big party…where everyone  threw up on each other.  And that really great episode of “Desperate  Housewives”.  And they will start telling you some of the lines…and getting  excited as they are telling them to you.  And you will be crawling out of  your skin.
      And you’ll say, “But I  saw beggars.  I saw children begging.  Did you know that parents sometimes  actually maim their kids to make them better beggars?”  And your friends will  say, “Awesome”.  And you’ll know that they don’t get it.  In fact, you  might even begin to wonder if some of your friends really know what it means  for something to be…awesome.  Standing on the Great Wall of China and seeing it  zig zag off across the mountains into the mist, that’s awesome.  Waking up in a  hammock on a small boat chugging up the Amazon River, that’s awesome.  Floating  in a hot air balloon over the Serengeti Plain at dawn, that’s awesome.  The big  party you missed while you were gone, isn’t.
      And you are going to  hear yourself sounding pretentious.  You won’t feel pretentious, but you  are going to hear yourself sounding pretentious.  You know, here on the  ship, if you are sitting around with one of your friends or your roommate and  you start a sentence like, “One night in Saigon I was taking a rickshaw back  from the War Remnants Museum…”  That doesn’t sound odd, here.  But can’t you  just see your friends back home rolling their eyes?  You are going to have to  choose between sounding pretentious…and being silent.  And you are going to  long to be back here with us…where you can be normal.
      And maybe you have a  relationship back home.  An important one.  One that seemed really comfortable  and promising…last January.  Oh boy.  All those emails you wrote?  Or didn’t  write?  Some of them maybe feeling a little forced as you wrote them?  That  relationship might not feel right any more.  Like an old pair of jeans that’s  comfortable…but no longer your style.  And you think, “I just can’t do this any  more.”
      Many of you have become  independent on this voyage.  Much more genuinely concerned about the world.   About other people.  Stronger.  Braver.  Better than you were last  January.  And the life that you had planned for yourself might not seem big  enough any more.  You might be thinking about changing directions.  A new  major.  A new career.  Maybe even a new country.  Who are you going to talk to?   How are they going to understand?
      There are a thousand  little ways in which the world is just not going to fit any more.  And a  thousand little reminders that it doesn’t fit.  Television commercials are going  to look really stupid.  Houses and cars are going to be obscenely big.   Restrooms are going to be disgustingly sanitary.  Salespeople will look at you  like you’re an idiot when you try to bargain.  And everybody is going to have so  much…stuff.
      Even words  aren’t going to seem the same.  You’ll hear the word, “Shanghai”.  Shanghai is a place…it’s not just a word.  Cape Town.  It all comes back.  It’s not  just a word any more.  How could you possibly have imagined, back in January,  that you would spend the rest of your life getting chills whenever you thought  of the words, “Put on your life jackets and get into the hall right now!”  With  the steady haunting moan of the fog horn in the background.  Who else will ever  understand that?  The world is never going to be the same again.
      So what do you do?   Well, I think one of the things you have to do is to forgive your friends.   Looking at the pictures…listening to your stories…it’s not the same as having  been there.  You know that.  You’ve looked at people’s vacation pictures  before.  You know that pictures can’t capture the same experience.  They are  going to be looking at it and listening to it…you’ve lived it.  It has  changed you…it hasn’t changed them.  So you have to be a little patient with  them… you have to be a little forgiving if they don’t quite get it.  But I think  that you can only do that if they are willing to let you be the person you have  become.  It is not the places you have been to …and it is not the things that  you have done that have to be shared.  It is who you have become that has to be  shared.  You don’t have to find people who have been around the world to  understand you, but you have to find people to understand you.  And if your old  friends won’t let you be the person you have become, make new friends.  There  are a lot of people out there.  You know those foreign students on your home  campus?  Those strange people with the accents?  You see them wandering around  confused and not knowing what building to go into.  Been there.  Done that.  Go  talk to them.
      There are a lot of  people out there who can confirm who you are…and who you are becoming.  Even if  that is not clear to you now.  In many ways, the person you will be six months  from now is still developing right outside of consciousness.  You don’t know yet  how much you have changed.  And you won’t know for another six months or a  year.  It isn’t a good idea to make any major life decisions before then.  You  might want to…but give yourself some time.
      Earlier I suggested  that you might want to find a cause…something that you believe in…and work for  it.  I think that’s a good idea.  But I’m not worried about you.  I don’t think  that you have to be urged to do that…you don’t even need to be reminded  to do that.  I think you are going to have to do that  in order to feel  at home.  If the world doesn’t fit any more, then you have to create a world for  yourself that does fit.  A place where you can feel at home.
       I have been on  previous voyages…and gone home.  So has Dean Wright…Dean Hansen… Kenn…Adrienne…and  some others.  We’ve all been taken out of our fishbowls and put back in again.   And I think I can speak for all of them when I say, “Come on in.  The water’s  fine.”
 Thank you.